#overcomes this addiction

[astuteobservations]

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[stellocchia]

While I think Killer would never willingly smoke weed or drink alcohol (or ketchup since it pretty much does the same thing for his kind) because he wouldn't want to lose control over himself any more than he already does when Stage 3 or 4 kick in, I do think that Nightmare probably pushed him to in the past.

I don't think Chara would have just because Chara is, well... They're still a child. I don't think any of that stuff would have interested them, quite frankly. Especially when there were so many more interesting things to explore like murder. And Royal roleplay.

Nightmare, however, is a different kind of beast. And, personally, I like to think that with every Killer he'd try a different strategy to keep them tied to him (anything as long as he doesn't have to work on himself and start treating people with kindness). One of those strategy was bound to be chemical dependency. Get Killer high or drunk often enough that he struggles to without, but not enough that he's completely unusable in battle.

I think ultimately this strategy would prove to be more of a hassle than anything. Nightmare needs to procure too many resources, and it's not worth it to have only a barely functioning weapon anyway.

But, hey, you can't make discoveries without some unethical experiments, am I right?

[feligayzed]

Thank god there are so many metal songs about becoming monsters idk what I would do otherwise

[rancidsloth]

dante please read the tutorial again

[bookshelfdreams]

just finished a years-long project, kinda playing with the idea of going easy on the crafts for a little while and what does my mother give me?

1kg carded wool (bergschaf & german merino I think)

[fortanuvasyama]

It really is like the cherry on top of the shitstorm he's going through rn lol

okay SO there's a series (that i think just technically wrapped up?) called THE JOKER: The Man Who Stopped Laughing. Basic premise of the story is that there are two (2) Jokers who are trying to kill the other; I'll call them Joker A and Joker B. Jason appears intermittently throughout the issues, but the important part right now is Issue #12 (which came out on on the seventh of November, so like six days ago) and which takes place after the end of Gotham War.

Joker B finds Jason, who is still under the effects of the fear-adrenaline thing Bruce did to him.

Joker B wants Jason's help to kill Joker A and seems(?) to be disappointed by the fear-adrenaline thing stopping Jason from doing.... anything, I guess.

So he gasses him. With Joker Gas.

Everyone's interpretations of this will be different, BUT given what Jason does in the rest of the issue (i.e. chase down a train, hijack a jetpack, take control of a blimp, crash that blimp into the train in a desperate suicidal attempt to save Gotham from destruction)

whereas during Gotham War he straight up couldn't even run because of the fear-adrenaline link

(not pictured: me screaming i knew it!!! in despair)

it seems that the Joker gas DOES negate the paralyzing effects of the fear-adrenaline problem (I wouldn't consider it a fix though).

Joker does note that it will wear off fairly quickly.

I'm sort of speculating that Jason now has a constant Joker-smile, but Jason's face being completely in the shadows for the rest of the issue makes me more confident in that theory. PLUS that's how Joker Gas has worked in the past.

(And don't worry, after Jason crashes the blimp into the train and sends the whole fiery mess into the river, Rose fishes Jason out of the water and resuscitates him.)

And we still don't see Jason's face, soooooooo... idk I think my theory holds some water! (pun intended lol)

I hope this helps!

[quakiebaka]

oddly enough, the ping pong panic episode means a lot to me because they kinda show what addiction is like through pigsy playing ping pong

I look back at it and I'm like "oh my god. that is very much addiction-coded". the dialogue pigsy has with himself and to mk because he's worried of falling back into old habits. avoiding areas/people/objects that trigger the habit is a struggle people with addiction have when trying to break it.

little thing also, but I just really love how they show that tang knows pigsy best and worries for him here. it makes sense for him to know about it considering it's heavily implied they've known each other for years, whether by being longtime friends or in a relationship ("I've met your parents" line from s3).

and yes they write the whole thing off as "haha funny" due to it being a kids show and also it's not exactly the main focus of the episode (mk learning to listen), but if you view it through pigsy's lens, it's something he very obviously struggle(d/s) with so it should be acknowledged as part of his character and development too.

It's a sensitive subject ik, but it's just that little bit of recognition that really touches me

he's so happy and grateful by the end too!! thanking his son for helping him through a relapse that no doubt feels vulnerable. it makes me think about what it must've felt like for him to break out of it the first time. pigsy is really one of my favorite characters and I'm really happy with how they're going with his character :>

[nataliescatorccioapologist]

The Javi/Moose parallels keep me up at night y’all

2x04 vs 2x08

[oneknightstand-if]

wait so, will the lust mc be locked out of establishing a long term relationship with any of the ros, or will it just be a bit tougher to establish one?

It'll just be a bit harder. Not only to convince the ROs that the MC is serious this time, but also the MC has to work on overcoming their own vices first. And I'm not allowing that to happen until after the storyline has progressed enough to allow it to bite the MC in the ass first.

So, it'll be a work in progress. Definitely don't expect the Lust MC to be able to successfully settle down into a serious relationship in the first book.

[ovkl]

I am all for holding people accountable and acknowledging the wrongs faced as a result of how society interacts with our similar yet opposites but if you are at the point of posting delusional shit like "Tch... TME people DESTROYwhat it means to be a lesbian . They ruin EVERYTHING" daily alongside like 4chan levels of weird edgy word vomit and, to be frank, phobic rhetoric then I am going to suggest that you have got to take the wooden planks off the fucking exits of your home and hang out with real fags. Seriously abnormal.

[anchorandrope]

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[angelsdean]

people wanting Sam to be a Special Girl so bad (including himself) when over and over the literal text says there is Nothing actually special abt him (or any of the Special Children!!!!!) they literally only got their powers because of Azazel’s blood (and then seemingly lost their powers when he dies, giving good textual evidence for the theory that their powers were drawing on Azazel’s own powers). And then Sam only gets powers again (but different ones! Not telekinesis or other Special Children powers) when he drinks regular demon blood in s4. Like it’s verrrrry clear in the text that his powers are derived from introducing substances into his system, they are not inherent. Sam’s own insecurities abt his inherent monsterhood and impurity color assumptions and how people read him but those are crucially his own skewed perceptions. But the actual text shows us that there was nothing special abt him or the other children. They were simply the children of victims he conned into making deals with him. But none of them were born monstrous or different, they were simply dosed with Azazel’s blood as babies and that worked their way into their systems and lay dormant until he decided to activate their powers (that they draw from him). Thee only thing Sam has that gave an edge over the other Special Children is his Lucifer bloodline but that in itself only makes him a stronger vessel but doesn’t give him any additional powers, just like being the Michael vessel or being a vessel for Cas didn’t give Dean (and Adam) or Jimmy any additional powers. I know people want Sam to be Special and different (and Sam is convinced he is, for better or for worse) but the thing is, he really really isn’t ! And I mean that with love. Sam thinks he’s doomed, that he’s monstrous and inherent impure and Wrong, but he’s not! He was not born bad or even different. He’s not Wrong to feel that way, he’s entitled to his feelings, but just because he feels something doesn’t make it factually true. And his powers are shows over and over to originate from introducing outside substances (demon blood) into his system. I think anyone regularly consuming demon blood (or given blood from a powerful demon like a Prince of Hell) could manifest these kinds of powers, we just didn’t get to see that happen again. Also on that note, feeding on grace should’ve been a thing and we should’ve seen Dean with angel powers as a fun little parallel. Ok, the end.

[milkboxgalore]

1 year, 48 vapes, approx. $1,104

[useful-boy]

Latest health struggle has me tangoing with addiction, which is pretty cool, and only strengthens my belief that I simply cannot afford to be addicted to anything

Got to take percocept from a friend yesterday to help with my back because it got Really Really bad and was causing me agony to walk, but I still have a few weeks before I get to see the doctor again because "one month of back pain isn't usually enough for us to look into, come back after two", and the muscle relaxers they gave me don't do shit, so. I was desperate. Fucked up is how she said they were the strongest kind you can legally get prescribed, and it only mostly took away the pain for 8 hours. Mostly. That's how bad my back is.

Once it left my system I definitely started feeling withdrawal symptoms. Breathing faster, anxious, felt kinda sick, needed to take another for more than just pain, I needed to have it in me, but I only have one left, and I knew I needed to save it for closer to me moving the last of my stuff out of my apartment with my sister, so I just lay there trying my best to ignore it/fall back asleep, and my willpower won out over the demon pill because it's a quarter past 6 now and I still have the pill.

Once the pharmacy opens up I'm gonna call to get my naproxen filled again... It ain't shit compared to perc, but it'll at least make things manageable while I wait until I've suffered enough to be allowed back at the doctor.

Oh yeah: the funny part of all this to me is that after I initially took the pills (plural because I got two percs and two muscle relaxers from friend) I was like "How do people get addicted to these, this isn't even fun like when you get weed high, you're just a bit floaty" only to later feel that "Oh. Oh you just Want to not be without them. I see. Well we have to wait so stop that."

[pup-pee]

NAI FOR YOU and like slade as well, a twofer for the ask game

NAI!!!!! A TREAT!!!!

i think a good measure about how normal iwas about nai during was when my friend drew me nai + bought me the volume & watched the anime bc i would stfu about them((specifically)) i can go back sketchbooks & find just DOODLES upon OODLES of nai its insaneee

ASLO IN MY DEFENSE ABOUT SLADE,,,,,if i even need that,,i just read about him destroying barts knee

BUT IF U GIVE ME UNCLE SLADE MY OPINIONS MIGHT CHANGE A LITTLE((lsiten sometimes we need a lil ooc sometimes we need))

just keep him away from the zippy guys pls srs if he gets his paws on anymore speedsters i will break his back

ik his appeal is that hes awful but extremely complicated i just just not 4 me aklhsdfkjdhsf

i want 2 bite them but not in the way i think this bingo is wanting me 2

like i will cry over this mans kids, but thats bc of this man like

I GET IT BUT I DONT

anyways nai ANYWAYS NAI!!!!!!!!! NAIIII & YUKKIN((i think is what it is i haventn seen/read inn yrs pls dont sue me)) BUT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA pls make yukkin plushes some1 or i will die

[in-tenebris-et-in-solitudine]

I'm one week clean of weed again. I relapsed a while back, I was feeling bad, and I had no one to talk to about it, so I relapsed and fell into my old ways. I spent a few months in a vicious cycle of getting high, being nonproductive, then feeling bad about it and getting high again to forget it. I'm proud to say that I'm doing better now, and I'm getting to my productive version of myself which is the version I love the most. That's all, hope ya'll have a great day and say no to your addictions, focus on bettering yourself instead.